I am damn ready to open the floodgates–
I just don’t know how long the flood will last,
or how strong the current will be,
the struggle of riding it out or sinking down
looming over the risks and gratification.
It’s funny how life is a continuous series of blind decisions.
This is me staring down the barrel of gun with my finger on the trigger,
Let’s hope my aim is right in pitch black darkness.